le sigh..
meh. today i'm in a meh kinda mood. i'm a student, so all of my time is owned by other people. except when i'm at work, when, actually, it is still owned by other people. thursday afternoon is the great and powerful wanding, but it is also a day i'm supposed to rotate in the afternoon with the orthopedic dr. i thought about trying to shift the appt, but it has to stay on thursday and no time on thurs would be better than any other, unless it was a morning appt, but the RE clinic doesn't have AM appt's on thursdays so blah blah blah. i guess i'm going to call in sick and deal with the repercussions (sp?) monday, which is the next time i rotate in orthopedics. i have a derm clinic rotation in the same building thurs AM, which i'm still planning to go to. the derm people and the ortho people don't hang out much, but watch, i'll get caught by the ortho dr in the hallway or something. SO very 7th grade. i remember when cutting school was fun, like to go shopping or veg or pretend to be bad asses, or to have something more fun than a dildo cam...well...i digress.
i think this sentiment from mel is really beautiful: I still love you / when you don't appear / and remain only a dream
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today i had to ask myself the following really thought provoking question: can i possibly drop one more thing? i thought i'd outdone myself by dumping both my water and my ketchup (a vegetable! ask reagan) onto the floor in one fell swoop. but when i knocked the open container of yogurt out of the fridge and onto my pants and all over the floor when trying to replace my poorly squandered ketchup (a vegetable still), i was forced to conclude in the affirmative. i've since declared myself a walking disaster area and i'm sending myself straight to bed, still ketchup deprived, even though its not yet 9pm. le sigh!!!
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Sometimes you just need to chalk up the day as a loss, and go to bed. I've had days like that.
But I was so glad to see you yesterday!!!
Yeah, the amount of stuff I have missed in the elusive pursuit of fertility is considerable. I think my future patients would be very worried if they knew just how little of my course I've actually A) been in attendance and B) not been thinking about my ovaries etc.
So I hear you on the playing hooky thing. Good luck with the scan, I hope there are an abundance of the right things happening :)
Sorry you're not playing hooky for something more exciting (like necking with your sweetie of the moment by the lockers, a la 9th grade) but hopefully it will all be worth it.
I had a dropsies day myself recently. Not fun. Hope things have balanced out :)
Thank you! Will it surprise you to know that I cried writing it?
I'm with LJ, sometimes you just need to write off the whole day. Especially when it involves that many spilled items.
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